REALLY

Am I REALLY bare and naked before the Lord?
Am I REALLY being honest with myself?
Do I really trust Him, no matter what? 
Is my confidence really in Him, no matter what?
Or do I believe He owes me something?
What's really in my heart?
What are my real motives?
What am I really seeking and searching for?
What indeed?


Lord, help me and have mercy on me in the process.
I am praying for GRACE and ENDURANCE.
I am praying for TRUTH and WHOLENESS.
I judge you faithful, Lord.