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Thursday, December 31, 2009

I Desire (written 4-14-08)

Lord,
i desire to
make room in
my mind to
perceive your
hope, plans and future for me.

Lord,
i desire to
make room in
my soul to
receive your
hope, plans and future for me.

Lord,
i desire to
make room in
my heart to
receive your
hope, plans and future for me.

Lord,
i desire to
make room in
my life to
conceive your
hope, plans and future for me.

These are my desires.

copyright 2009 Groshonda McDonald
all rights reserved

Saturday, December 26, 2009

SUFFICIENCY

II Corinthians 3:5  Not that we are sufficient of ourselves to think any thing as of ourselves; but our sufficiency is God.

Why is it so hard to forget God takes perfect care of us?
Why do we forget so quick that He is the ultimate provider of everything we need?
It is unerving how quickly anxiety and worry can creep up and knock us off of our faith stand.
How quickly we convince ourselves we know better than God what will resolve our situations.
How quickly we move out of dependency and into independency.  

God have mercy on us.



Thursday, December 24, 2009

Christmas Greetings




MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
Remember the REAL reason for this season,
the birth of Jesus Christ!
Blessings!

NO FEAR IN LOVE

Friday, December 18, 2009

Only You

ONLY YOU
Only you, Lord, can touch the broken and empty places inside.
Only you, Lord, can find the places where disappointment and hurt like to hide.
Your love cleans house! Sending negative emotions running.
Your love packs power. Storms the door of my heart gunning.
With you I no longer have to hide that I am longing to be filled.
No longer do I have to pretend that my pain I have chilled.
I can be real and exposed and honest about the ugliness in my life.
I can lean on your strength in the midst of my strife.
Only you, Lord, can touch the broken and empty places inside.
Only you, Lord, can find the places where disappointment and hurt like to hide.
Your love cleans house! Sending negative emotions running.
Your love packs power. Storms the door of my heart gunning.
Only you, Lord.
Only you.
copyright 2009 Groshonda McDonald
all rights reserved

Love's Influence

Colossians 3:12-15 Therefore, as God's chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience. Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you. And over all these virtues put on love, which binds them all together in perfect unity. Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, since as members of one body you were called to peace. And be thankful.
Lord, I desire Your word to move past affecting me
and to begin infecting me;
infecting my heart, my body,
my spirit, my mind and my soul.
My body IS a holy temple, in which the Holy Spirit dwells,
given by You, and I am not my own.
I release offenses to You. I choose forgiveness,
just as you chose to forgive me.
I choose to practice Your love.
I choose to seek peace in ALL my relationships.
And I will allow Your peace,
which surpasses ALL comprehensions
to be the umpire and referee of my heart AND my emotions.
I will GUARD my witness and STAND.
In the name of Jesus,
Amen

Monday, December 14, 2009

EXCERPT from Rainbow of Redemption, Journal #1, The Love Edition

I HEAR LOVE
I hear the loud whispers of love.
The soft yelling of love, I hear.
I resist the urge to turn in its direction,
even as I cock my ear.
Love's soft murmuring attempts
to caress my aching heart.
Its healing voice attempts
to attend to my wounded heart.
I hear love, yet I wait.
I hear love and yet I hesitate.
I hear love.
copyright 2009 Groshonda McDonald
all rights reserved

Friday, December 11, 2009

PEACE

Colossians 4:12-15 Therefore, as God's chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness,, humility, gentleness and patience. Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you. And over all these virtues put on love, which binds them all together in perfect unity. Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, since as members of one body you were called to peace. And be thankful.
Lord,
for many of us this is a tall order.
Help us to REALLY understand what You are saying to us in this passage of scriptures.
Sensitize our ears to hear the Holy Spirit speaking Your truth to us and leading us in pleasing You with willing obedience.
Let us fully receive your forgiveness and the completeness of that forgiveness that we would be enabled through the Holy Spirit to extend forgiveness.
Help us to love others with Your unconditional love.
Lead us in our worship of You to become more like You in the living out of our lives.
Lord, help us to let Your peace be referee and umpire in our hearts so that our lives promote peace in our environments, whether it be our homes, our workplace, our schools or our churches, or wherever You place us, Lord.
We love You and we are grateful for Your everlasting love and Your peace, which surpasses ALL comprehension, that guards our hearts and our minds.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

God is Sovereign.

Matter Resolved
For the first two years of my salvation,
I struggled with the issue of God's will
versus my own.
I argued, rebelled, whined and pouted,
trying to prove and convince God and myself
that I was grown.
How did that work out for me,
you ask?
Well, God humbled me and gently brought me
to my knees real fast.
The prophet declared the year 2009
would be a year in which matters
would be resolved.
Well, acknowledging, accepting,
and embracing God's sovereignty,
for me, was the most important
matter of all.
copyright 2009 Groshonda McDonald
All rights reserved.

Monday, December 7, 2009

Saturday, December 5, 2009

BEAUTY

Beauty
I look around and I see so many beautiful things;
an intricately colored flower,
a blue-black, star-filled night,
an orangey, yellowish, red flamed sunset,
and a crystal clear, blue sky
Then I look inside me, Lord and I see Your work in me.
And it is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen.
By Your Spirit, my life has become the result of Your workmanship.
Because of You, I am being made into a beauty.
Lord, I thank You!
Copyright 2009 Groshonda McDonald

Thursday, December 3, 2009

SEEKING WISDOM

When wisdom entereth into thine heart, and knowledge is pleasant unto thy soul; discretion shall preserve thee, understanding shall keep thee. Proverbs 2:10-11
Lord, I seek after Your wisdom. I open my heart to receive and welcome Your wisdom. As I search and study Your word, I delight in it's knowledge. It speaks life unto my soul.
Lord, I ask You to open my understanding. I desire to be preserved and kept by You.
Lord, I thank You for Your word, which guides and directs me to every good path.
I love You, Lord.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

No Fear In Love Leads To Obedience

Deuteronomy 20:10-11
If thou shalt hearken unto the voice of the LORD thy God, to keep his commandments and his statutes which are written in this book of the law, and if thou turn unto the LORD thy God with all thine heart, and with all thy soul. For this commandment which I command thee this day, it is not hidden from thee, neither is it far off.
Lord, I desire to keep Your commandments and Your statutes. Give me ears to hear and listen to Your voice through Your word. Increase my thirst and hunger for Your word. Fill my heart with the delight of obedience. Enable me through Your Holy Spirit to surrender my whole heart and soul to You, Lord.
I thank You for Your word and for Your desire to bless me.
In the name of Jesus,
Amen.