YOU

You break me

every time you 

speak to me

You chip away 

at my love

bit by bit

You tear 

at my heart

piece by piece

Soon i will be 

a pile of rubble

Soon there

will be nothing left 

of my love

Soon my heart 

will no longer

be whole

You are not good for me

STUCK

I've been unhappy

But this is a different kind of unhappy

And I've been lonely 

But this is a new kind of lonely

This here is something that i haven't experienced before

This is a sort of sadness 

With a deepness that is

Something beyond much more

I've been rejected 

But this is a colossal kind of rejection

And I've been hurt 

But this is a continual kind of hurt

Right now I have emotions stronger than I've felt before 

These feelings are something far greater than much more

I am at a place where my choices 

Have become freeze or flee

I  am stuck in a position 

That I never imagined I would be

I am stuck.

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love walks beside me in silence

it does not hold my hand

or offer any other comforting

or reassuring intimate gestures

it merely walks beside me

creating hope and anxiety

i do not dare reach out

lest i am rejected 

and hope would die

i can survive with anxiety

i can not live without hope