STUCK

I've been unhappy

But this is a different kind of unhappy

And I've been lonely 

But this is a new kind of lonely

This here is something that i haven't experienced before

This is a sort of sadness 

With a deepness that is

Something beyond much more

I've been rejected 

But this is a colossal kind of rejection

And I've been hurt 

But this is a continual kind of hurt

Right now I have emotions stronger than I've felt before 

These feelings are something far greater than much more

I am at a place where my choices 

Have become freeze or flee

I  am stuck in a position 

That I never imagined I would be

I am stuck.